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  "Go toora loora toora loo rye aye"  Dexy's Midnight Runners

Coming From The Heart (The Road Is Long)  Dylan

And  I feel the earth move under my feet and I feel the sky come tumbling down, tumbling down I feel my heart start to trembling Whenever you're around.......breathe Carole King  tapestry  Oh God Knows I'm gonna be somebody someday, huh? T.N.T I'm Dynamite

Oh Look Out She came in through the bathroom window  smile cause she was  Protected by a silver spoon, she never knew the answer She could steal, but she could not rob Didn't anybody tell her Didn't anybody see  And though she thought I knew the answer
Well I knew, but I could not say Didn't anybody tell her Didn't anybody see   

I'm Gonna Crawl So close, but yet  So Far Away -  0 

Pent one up against the other and oh boy, why we all gotta be so hatein'? I find myself guilty of this at times so I figure that you might be in on this one too, love and hate so defined how does one even find the time as things are hard and times are ruff and I guess/ I suppose we all could be usin' a little bit more of that old fashioned hand shaken' but oh no not today, rush, needed yesterday, works well under pressure, no time to play, and who's to gain from this kind of play when one has to get mad or show noticeable frustration to achieve that desired, finished effect. And why, why they say? Well things don't usually change til somebody gets mad, mad enough to get their way, then oh boy why is it, that you/we all gotta be hatin'? Maybe some day we'll get past this? But for now the judgment is in the hands of the beholder and the eyes of faith, and when will they ever listen?  You make your own fate it's how you handle things that makes you stand out from others perfection is just an ideal or idealisms which one?

Oh Ruby Don't Take Your Love To Town  hum, hum hammer !!!

Ruby Ruby Red Dress no you don't have to close your eyes, no not yet.  Listen

And

Roxanne...you don't have to wear that dress tonight those days are over you don't have to sell your body to the night.
Roxanne you don't have to put on the red light, oh yea  Sting

101 children songs  Scroll down check the titles???

  She's a Big Star No Shoes No Shirt No Problem  Kenny Chesney Oh Cindy Oh Cindy hum??? C Cindy

Oh  Play Mate, wont you come out to play, bring your dolly's three, climb up my apple tree, slide down my rain barrel, climb up my cellar storm and we'll be jolly friends forever more! I'm sorry playmate, but I cant come out to play. My dolly's got the flu, boo ho, boo ho, boo ho. Ain't got no rain barrel, ain't got no cellar storm, but we can be jolly friends for ever more. I wish I could sing this sound for you. hummm Jump rope rhymes!! Now Hush. Hush I thought I heard her calling my name now hush,!!! Hush -a-bye hush -a- bye little baby, don't you cry Momma's gonna make you an apple pie, and if that apple pie don't work !!! It's gonna be the Echoes of your mind, American Pie, mommas gonna sing it in her own words. Yes  Sister Sledge, We Are Family!!! and I'd like to have all my brothers and sisters with me, so we can spend more time with our families, outside of  Hospitals, Funeral Homes and Employment' not to mention Terrorism!!! hum How does anyone police the everyday??? Much less the World aren't we the youngest of all nations? Come on now, lets all grow up, mixed company. Hey, lets have our kids do it. You Elder countries you/we really need to get in touch with this. Do you not love your children, a multitude you see, we surely have been misgiving killing killing killing who's in charge of this, can we come up with a resolution to this with out the destruction? I'm praying, crying, shaking, is there no cure? Deep down I'm really Screaming!!! Tremulous

Then the Lord awoke as from a sleep. Like a mighty man who shouts because of wine. Psalms 78 :65  And  He beat back his enemies: He put them to a perpetual reproach Psalms 78 :66  maybe you should go ahead and read the whole chapter hum hum hammer. And I ain't blaming this on anyone, and I'd like to go on to celebration now, but I'll hold on to it for minute, I'll  give you a hint though, it starts with listening see Exodus the second book in The Bible. You'll find the celebration along with the 10 Commandments. I know there's more but I want to take you back to where it started. Slipping And A Sliding Little Richard Good Golly Miss Molly

Karma, Karma  Karma Chameleon Boy George Taboo Pin, ouch no limit. - 0  Do you really want to hurt me?

Seen The Needle And The Damage Done  watched the needle take another man gone gone, the damage done ow... I sing the song because i love the man know that some of you don't understand milk blood to keep from running out ow... oh my, my my.... ive seen the needle and the damage done oh a little part of us in everyone oh oh the damage done The Greatest Song On Earth  Neil Young  yep

Chain Reaction  Chain Reaction All you gotta do is get caught in the middle of a Chain  Reaction You get a medal when you get lost in the action and I feel so... _ so dog gone lonesome, all I could do was cry All My Love In Vain Gonna love you forever Robert Johnson RIP

Gone to where the waters are so sparkling clean you can see clear down to the bottom. Hold On

  Land Slides Mirror Mirror  Angie your Beautiful,  Tammy your crazy, Ashley, Andrea, Jesse, Carley, Haley, Monica, I'm there  for you all. Magic Carpet Ride  Steppenwolf

Eight - Track Mind  Listen  Don't Stop thinking about tomorrow!!! Nick's Fix smile check

Eli's Comin hard to find you !!! Edge Of Seventeen  right or wrong " listen "  two sides to every story good and bad, God Bless it's in us all. And I guess, the sooner we figure this one out the sooner we can work on overcoming it, and then quit wasting our time. This is intended as an individual thought cause God knows, you can't make anybody listen ?!!!  Are you happy? I guess that's what we should be really asking ourselves? Can we make it work ? Basics ?????????? 2nd chance Were human we can't help it right, Bullshit,  Brain Washed, Sleeping, Lost, Interrupted, sucked into it right from the beginning. Now I'm really seriously praying we can make it through all this muck. Mind Tape, strangers in a strange land.  ND Reborn  rush 2001 Walls Of Red Wing Dylan  Black Water  Doobie Bothers  check.

Gold Dust Woman Oh Wooly Bully  hum

Where Was The Thunder' If You See Her Say Hello!  57 ND  smile

 yep it's  Roland The Headless Thompson Gunner Warren Zevon  RIP  The Wind

Werewolves of London and his hair was just perfect Excitable Boy    

  Put a little star in the place of the i remember who you are? 

  This is one for the girls Go Away Little Boy  learn to take care of that sh*t.

This doesn't necessary mean rejection it just means slow down learn your consequences circumstance before jumping into em ~ anything ~ . Discipline> delayed gratification> hum,  I stole that one, but not this one. Left is when you can't see your way out of the Labyrinth things go both ways chain, chain, chain, Chain Of Fools

Who You Gonna Run To

Chitty Chitty bang bang  its a Musical  oops no a miracle  Jonah in the belly of the whale Me and My Automobile  Sweet Chariot  funny huh? Sometimes, sometimes not !!!   OUCH!!!

Oh Stop now in the name of love before you break my heart. The Supremes

Oh My Darling Oh My Darling Oh My Darling Clemintine well I didn't find the lyrics to this song just yet, oops, but before I did I picked up on this thread anxiety disorders', hum interesting what are'ya  gonna do? Smile and I'll try to keep it simple. When you care and that caring seems more than others are willing to give back. You have a hard time trustin'  you/them, we and then I and of course when I say I  I'm not talking about me. But then when we do question ourselves? What exactly is it we should be doing, how much should we be doin' and who should we be doin it for? And then when there doesn't seem to be to much hope left for you,/we, them, I, us hum damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn damnations!!! Who is it that were gonna trust who??? What are you gonna do? What are your options? That's right who, who is it that we are denying'? Guilty party send drum, guilt trap suppression and then denial and oh boy am I sucker for that one yep clover valley, yes you can always do better hmmm Though a little older now, I only managed to damage my heart and break my bank account, hear that? It was simple while I was faithful to care for others I had forgotten to take care of myself and a few other things too. No not a mortar, something like a lost child thrown into a grown-up world. It's  just that I had not taken the time to trust others, oops no I'm lyin' I trusted, I trusted with all my heart. I trusted that if I did the best I could that things would come back to me in the end? Okay I'm not completely broke and there's still a wild horse inside of me. But it was the golden rule that suckered me in, one born everyday and if I could have seen it back then? That it was gonna be the the one's that I had loved the most that they were gonna be the ones that hurt me the most I would have takin' more time to play. A little cleaned up now, and not yet selfish either, but sometime you just gotta' learn to love yourself. And as the story goes if I had even considered the thought of  having the need to trust in others or having others return those givin' things back to me, hell it's funny, but it was mostly them depending on me. My plate now is clean!!! If you will note that others meaning people, faces, names, etc. cause if it weren't for the grace of God, including my strength and the faith that I do hold in Him I certainly would have faltered, okay I faltered but I'm okay, Call it fate hum You just do what you gotta do, hope an pray that you can survive it, it's all in what you believe. And me, I myself  think that I had been thrown into this right from the beginning. Mothers little helper that's right she was married at thirteen, had eight children wanted a dozen and no offence to this. But the pressure thing could be quite astounding when you are the oldest daughter. Not bragging or complaining it's just that I had no ideal the burden or responsibility that had been placed on me. And that I also was a willing  participant ~ in on it ~  (oh yeah let me), yep I did it  and  I picked up a lot of luggage along the way  (it's okay now)  but the reasonability is questionable and the ideal of me trusting others to get the job done correctly well this thought still makes me feel a little nervous funny huh (pretty self sufficient) hum. But in all honesty, oh honey, yes the bee its sting it is bitter, You got to learn to give as well as receive. Yep, You got to learn to receive as well as give too. Not that I'm that well on the receiving end yet. Association can be somewhat detrimental and I still kinda shy away from that and it's not that I don't get mad about it either!!! (Foundations) Its more like trying to find onessssssssself kinda like the midnight writer you know the private stranger hum yep, that's it, just call me Private ND at your service God And Country funny huh? Anyways I still tend to be a giver, but I have also learned to check out some of my options at the door before entering. And now I'm taking the time to seek my own salvation and not lettin' some of the other things that brings me down get to heavy. You know the things that make you ill. And yes, I've learned to give it to God. He said give it to me I will never leave you or forsake you, I wont go into chapter and verse right now, you'll have to seek this out for yourself  miracles. hum But In all honesty, do you really need any of the things that are causing you to hurt yourself ? Command> ments is this a question? Yes, and if are hurting yourself, I recon someday you'll see that you are hurting others and takin' em down with you too!!! ~ Relate with it and keep your eyes open ~ you are somebody. And it's simple once you can see, that once you are done you're done and yes there will always be someone there to take over for you, hum? You don't have to die to experience this? Think about it ??? Oh you'll be missed, but life has a way of going on with or without you, so don't be blind on this and I'm sorry about that> cold but true. Once there was a way to get back homeward Once there was a way to get back home yes pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullaby ~Golden Slumbers~ fill your eyes Smiles awake you when you rise Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullaby. Boy you gonna carry that weight, carry that weight a long time. Just don't let em let you leave yourself behind. Yep Wake pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullaby.

  Odds and Ends Lost time is not found again. hummmm

So closely deceived the line between our own salvation and greed even our own selves fall into it most honestly. But once interrupted  the taste it is bitter, fore they the corruptor, they may not even know why and what they do. hum No eyes to see.......... you will never be good enough for yourself  if your looking for approval from others. Only you know what you are, don't rely on somebody else to tell you.

Oh no I'm not Crying, Well, _  there's just too many people
And they're all too hard to please mixed up confusion  huh, honest indy, Thanks Bob smile

just give me one Night On The Peace Train!!! and I Ain't To Proud To Beg sweet darling!!! The Temptations  yep gotta get it back on track  oops, lions, tigers, and bears oh my. The Eagle damn e has to fly!! Freedom??? Add Reform  being a good word here. smile!!!  They  say Winston Churchill said this and I'm gonna say it too  "No heart if your not a liberal by the time your twenty no brain  if your not a conservative by the time your forty". Oh boy please tell us what we need.

There was a man named Joe he robbed from his friends and ended up using up all that he could  from all of those  that  had  ever  cared  about  him. Slow Joe he will probably never know his sins, that all his excuses were nothin' but lying.

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