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~ Jokerman Dance. Bird fly high by the light of the
moon... Freedom just around the corner for you I wish I could write
you a melody so simple an plain As
The Commander-in-Chief answers to him while chasing a
fly Dry Your Eyes ... it's a newborn afternoon. Play it softly, slowly like you're marching off to war; sing it like you know He'd want it, like we sang it once before. And if you can't recall the singer maybe you can still recall the tune hum Girl You'll Be A Woman Soon damn!!! I Am Woman not so funny, but with numbers to big to ignore. Twas then I went down, down, down, down in the river to pray hum? She knew then there was no time for regrets!!! Nope!!! I felt He'd found my letters and read each one out loud. I prayed that he would finish But he just kept right on telling my whole life with _is word... singing my whole life with _ is song Killing Me Softly with His Word!!! Damn!!! Break it down In no cence its a Tenth Avenue Breakdown in Slow Motion keep reading, you'll see it!!! Now just when you think you're losin' at the gate there will always be something, yep faith is a strong conviction!!!!!!!!!! I just so happened to reach for the Bible. Thank You God, For That Freedom!!! Amen First and Foremost I just gotta say I have always been American > American first, born an raised > God and Country along with a huge number of generations here now and then again before me, a whole family tree. And if I could pull heritage into this picture. I'd say, I just did!!! hummmmm? Damn !!! The best way to tick off a read-neck, is to try to take is keys from em. yep!!! 10 Rules!!! do we need them in school? Hum??? yeah, 10 rules > but I don't think God ever changed em!!! We did though "man wants it all and wants it his way", but to have dominion over the beasts there is only one way. Directions Home??? Just 10 rules we could all do to start with these, see Exodus 20:1-26 set up your foundation!!! After we grasp on to these the rest should come out pretty naturally > and many a weary night and thought about those that are here with us disbelievin'??? And oh my gosh God' law was placed long before "the rule of man" and please do let this simmer for awhile and no personal offence intended here, but if God couldn't make em listen what makes mankind think that e could do better job and I guess I should say this here...... too > that not everybody plays by the rules, but to believe is to believe in believin' get that??? And no, I'm not claiming to be to smart or even good at this leading' thing I am way to forgiving for that but I will do my best at teaching and pray that I do not lead you into a ditch. Have mercy on me??? Sisters Of Mercy Floodland 87 please spare me I'm just here to get you thinking > yep tryin' to get u thinking', yep, thinkin', thinkin', thinkin' about GOD!!! Oh Boy, And He said > Spare the Rod Spoil The Child damn!!! And I just gotta admit that I have seen my fair share of good beatings Ornery I guess > and no I don't mean to scare you > but you know what they say about guilty once??? And I guess I just gotta say that I did learn, learnt' from experience and then tried, tried my very best > well not always my best, but I did try hard to stay out of trouble > and or not to get caught at it or anything else along the way, anyways conscience. Oops, oh no Punishment, Ouch!!! And it hurts, and oh yes it does hurt, and it hurts me more to think about punishment than it ever did, would, could, hurt either of my two children, or than it ever did to hurt me. Serious, but yet funny, and to understand that I guess you'd have to live it. And no I'm not so really sure about the whys and when's but I do know about the judgments given. And all these laws that we/were we are suppose to be livin', givin' and givin' and givin and givin' into the multitude of unnecessary sins. Just tell me one person that isn't guilty of something. Huh??? You think I'm lying just take a good look at the down stream luggage, people don't have the same empathy as you or yours concerning ones child's misbehavior Jail Bait, yep that's what you get when they (the children) are without your instruction, guidance and or enforced discipline. Ouch!!! Understand that? Delayed gratifications, yes discipline it hurts??? And this kind of hurt it goes both ways and way back too. Say now >how do you handle it? Funny huh? Well maybe a little to tame on my part and at times I feel more like a drill sergeant Yo_ left_ hut_ right_ hut_ < repeat > and with all due respect, I fill that the lack of self gratification within ones own efforts, achievements toward those reoccurring items..... You know things like responsibilities and stuff like that. that this would have to be drilled into ones mind > learning. Now here is the catch, whenever you hear the name called (Mom) how many women do you see look up to check out the situation, funny huh, but it's not so funny because it's the worry, the grief the excitement you can take your pick but the pride part well this, this is a whole nother story and everybody's got one to tell, (story) and yes its all in the Training. And Moms oh boy here we are a real identifier and if you couldn't trust your mom who could you trust!!! And my Mom... well she was no different but she was a wild one??? And I thank her for that most of the time!!! With eight kids no kid ever went hungry, even feed our friends too, she like't to cook and then cooked for an army and then most of the time happily > you can tell a real smile from a fake one huh??? But when she got mad she was way, way, way, way beyond her own army, ouch !!! No warning on this time bomb but often enough to keep you in line. So now if you can imagine a mother bird settled in her nest surrounded by her babies. Oops, ever messed with one? Nope, not something I would recommend to anyone. And if this, this The US this be my nest I want to protect it now. So please pick up on this real quick > there are a whole lot of things out there that need to be learned and you ain't gonna learn nothin', till you first learn to pay attention!!! Ouch!!! Understand that??? Oh boy!!! This poor boy > Locked Up and that just sucks!!! You got any ideal what his family and friends are feeling??? HUM??? Chance??? Oh yeah we are just a product of our environments!!! Look around you are you satisfied, content, are you willing to work for it? Satisfaction being just another moment of splendor with in ones own heart. You know, your achievements (pride) and it all just boils down to just how many moments of splendor you really want in your heart/life???.. You know what they say about nice, oops no a nice life and one could easily see of those of their mentors if they had exampled to say the least in excess or moderation??? Both Humbled On My Part because of the children > desperation resulting from both choices. Not Funny!!! And Pride Being The Real Tear Jerker Here Hear that !!! HUM??? That tremble that follows on down thru your throat and straight into your heart its just that some things are harder to swallow than others. And our fears they are just as justifiable but to remain in fear is undeniable to ones own well being. Right Or Wrong can you live with it??? The Good and Bad and the little fact of knowing that others have worked excessively hard to find it, Gallant. They have given up of their families, good will and riches to instill it, and you must know by now, that those persecuted in this line fire, that they (the objectors) they will often go after the loved ones first trouble in mind and then its into the fire, and oh boy the torment, and who could not help but get mad and show ill will or ill tolerance toward it??? But that's how they get you started, because when you do get mad you have now become an objector. Hostile or Not, Yes or No and that will be the question and from whom Who? Where? What? & When??? Underground Hum!!! You think I'm lying just go on back to the history of the amen, oh no just me kidding again cause it was The Amendments, that Amen part that's just me praying again. Pray for those Rebel Souls. The gnashing of teeth will come later, oops to late??? etal ot spoo backwards? I won't go into equals just yet, but I do want to just touch one this one thing right now because I am finding out that equality is nothing more than making up for mistakes that our ancestors may have or have not done. Not anything to do with individually!!! lunacy Jeremiah Chapter 9 take the time to read this whole chapter!!! Funny huh? Not really? And now > I can't even begin to tell you this whole story and I'm not so sure that I even really even want to Butt, Butt, Butt!!! There's so much stupid stuff and I wont go into the gory, oops the glory, but I will get to the cut hopefully without spilling to much blood!!! Don't let me fall on my own sword, helpless in the world. As now my words are my only weapon weep -on pray for me now > I do it for the children. Amen Hey Kids Rock And Roll Rock On Cool my soul "Where do we go from here Which is the way that's clear Still looking for that blue jean baby queen. Prettiest girl i've ever seen See her die on my movie screens Every day Where do we go from here??? David Essex "Rock on" James Dean idols , idolatry. Oh boy, and oh no I'm not really ready to go into those copycat thrillers just yet, I thought I'd introduce you to myself first and then maybe you'd catch on as to why I am here hey hey hay like a needle in a hay stack funny huh, smile. Idio-cy my parents named me Cynthia to my family and friends it's Cindy, Cin, Cyndi, or Indy. He, He calls me ND, yep when you ride on the rails you gotta trust the One that's engineering. Cinderella dream, the name Cynthia is a manifest of the moon and the name personified (?) see Webster's dictionary. ND simplified. It also says goddess of the moon in a lot of em, hum funny??? Funny /yeah!!! and my mom she was the one that found that in the early nineties> Did ever expect to find your name in a dictionary? Well at the time I had this little business, strictly entertainment and I stated so and whatever blessing those may have received breathe > no it wasn't from me but from my faith and a little help from God and a certain amount of lust for money (Paid) yep every body's got to make a living, and mine I choose to sell hope. A holiday job as my father would so fondly call it. Flatteries, I sold em, but I was also honest as honest as one could be, cause advise is what I was given and no I don't know if I had the right to do that but I do love people, and that if this was gift > it was given to me by God. You know that all things happen for a reason thing, and with that said I believed!!! Now I Just don't feel the urge to tell you the name of this little business right now, but what I will tell you is that the fortune teller has done put all her things away!!! And it had everything to do with the book of Kings > something about Saul and his sons with questions and answers and things and then the burning of the bunch that derailed me right out of this ahuh!!! starting 9-11-01 I wont go into that sheep that Saul had left behind but he screwed up there too, big time ( He had failed to follow thru with the full instructions that God had given to him. A huh? And I guess you could say that I had done the same thing too, and whose to say that I would be right or wrong, cause understanding that does come with learning but damn, what was that noise that I heard in the back ground? And Oh boy, Prey oops I mean Pray!!! Damn Nations, and at this time I really, really had no answers for anyone (except that the devastation had overwhelmed me) to see the Towers fall to say the least it was a whole lot more than just overwhelming. Devastating!!! And me I was so helpless, defiantly in need, no more answers from me unless it was my two cents, and that, that has always been free.. And now for those inquiring minds that asked if this fortune telling stuff was for real or not. I would just say that just about anything I could say could relate to just about anyone and with that thought in mind I placed my trade on the positive (The Works of God) and with that said, I said that if any of my works or foresight had hit and if it did do some good than that was the true blessing. Good verses Evil and I guess this was the reason/excuse for that, but it was also fun, interesting and with the title of entertainment > I thought I was doing the right thing keepin' it simple and positive on the questions and answer things, but I also said that if you really had to ask > then your best answers could be found in The Bible. Faith, I said that. N.D. So now as you can see I am prayin' and prayin' that I don't go to hell for all this, Oh Father forgive me for I have sinned, but it was also taught while in my youth about the white and black magic circumstance, curiosities and I just gotta say that I can't help but to relate to the understandings of this type of Language > Modified they hid, they hid for fear of their lives> persecuted Death Changed > became secret. The burning of witches was carried on from medieval times and with most humans the learning process it never stops cult followings. And not to change the subject or any anything but I'd like to get into the gifts and I am so sorry that these aren't the actual the gift verses that I was looking for, but would the Lord ask you to do something? And would you do it? Isaiah 55 and 56 Oh you can go on to read 57 that is if you really wanted to but it might make you cry though> and oh boy the passion, the compassion, "Lord Have Mercy On Me" like a faucet of Hot and Cold a heart made out of stone a pillar of dust I shall reap for fear that I shall never sleep until I find it. hum??? Living Water!!! Oh yeah Give me the beat, boys, and free my soul. I wanna get lost in your rock and roll" and Drift Away Dobie Gray yeah, yeah, yeah I just want to thank you !!! Yeah!!! Thanks for the joy you've given me I want you to
know I believe in your song Yeah Living Waters, Muddy Waters that's all just part of it too!! Funny huh??? She said, that's okay you can hate me tomorrow > when it wont hurt or make me feel so ill. Maybe then, I wont remember it so well. Keyboard Harp Infidels To this above all: to thine own self be true Buddy Holly sing RIP Breathe.... Disturbed Forgive them Father for they know not what they do. Forgive me too. Amen Gods' got new carpet you think He'll let you in? hum??? Like A Bridge Over Troubled Water! "I will lay me down", prayer requested!!! Looking back a huh!!! Lubbock- on everything smile!!! Rolling In The Years Steely Dan Yeah!!! Lay Down Sally oops Living Out Loud Aaron lines funny huh??? not really??? see Her soul upon the train so far so near. Just close your eyes and you're home Girl On A Train with 10,000 MANIACS hummm??? The Dark Side Of The Moon Shine On You Crazy Dimond ...* Pink Floyd Rocking Chair lyrics Howlin Wolf RIP Bourbon Street hummm??? Meet Me in the Morning Oh Brother Be Mine!!! Little rooster crowin', there must be something on _is mind. Well, I feel just like that rooster Honey, ya treat me so unkind Who's To Bless And Who's To Blame Cause the moral doesn't matter Broken rules are all the same. The moral of this story does, cause it's gonna rain as she needs the dough to make the bread, she's gonna sing. Just Like A Red Rubber Ball While the Stoken' minutes of your time were all you had to give. I give you mine. Hand Jive, Born to do that crazy hand jive Sha-Na-Na Born To Hand - Jive Yeah!!! Willie And The Hand - Jive oh boy, Johnny Otis Escalate Smile humbly slowhandluke Aw man, 2001-2028, ND plain song!!! Poetry 101, atom buster Expecting Rain and its Hard Times, Hard Times, Hard Times hard times for us all Never Forget Never Forget Never forget A Hard Rain's A-Gonna Fall Isaiah 50 check pray!!! I know nobody can sing the blues like Blind Willie McTell but it's Sing Willie sing for the years, sing for the laughter sing for the fears Aerosmith no It wasn't me she was foolin' cause she knew what she was doin' And I knowed love was here to stay........... When she told me to Walk This Way Just gimme a little Kiss Kiss like this? Then She Kissed Me no Cheap Trick and I Want You To Want Me I need you to want me, oh boy, and now I'm Down In The Flood Watching the River Flow huh? Bootleg Series 1-3 Rambling, Gambling Willie What Was It You Wanted ? Who Is He? And what does He mean to you? hum? Many shall be purified, but the wicked _ they shall do wickedly; and non of the wicked shall understand, but the wise _ they shall understand. Daniel 12:10 > Hey...Who are you? Are you talking to me??? Did somebody tell you That you could get it from me? > hum? Then it's ride, Willie ride, Roll Willie Roll, tell me now Willie how that story goes...Was there a slip of the lip? Tell me again > I forgot. Oh oh, 0 my gosh!!! Do you really want it for free??? And just Where were you when it all started? and Oh Boy, something's really got a hold on me. Is the whole thing going backwards Are they playing our song??? hum??? I'll be back in a minute, maybe we'll get it together by then One More Time Is it Beer for my horses and whiskey for my men? ah. Vitality ??? Am I Strong Enough Tuff Enough will you ever be my Beast Of Burden??? hum? Funny. Oh boy...
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